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- [Intro] We believe and have always believed in this country that man was created in the image of God, that he was given talents and responsibility and was instructed to use them to make this world a better place in which to live. And you see, this is the really great thing of America.
- It’s time to discover what binds us together, and finding it has the power to transform our world. That’s what I believe. How about you? Well, hello, everybody, and welcome to “Believe!.” I’m Doug DeVos, and we’re thrilled to have you here with us today. Today, we’re gonna be exploring how people, and in particular, professional athletes express who they are personally. How they talk about their personal views and how the platform that they have is a very interesting place from which to speak. And we’ve got a wonderful friend and guest, Jonathan Isaac is with us. Jonathan, so pleased to have you here to join us. Thank you for coming. Absolutely. Well, John, and the first thing I have to do is, is I have to thank Doc for encouraging you to write the book. And then I have to thank you for writing the book because I really enjoyed reading it. And what we wanna explore today is more about who you are. And you did a great job by telling your story in the book. Did you have fun writing it?
- I had… I don’t know if fun is the right word because it definitely was challenging and it, I would say, it brought out a side of me that I didn’t know was there, maybe a more creative side. But people won’t know the Doc reference, so they’ll have to read the book for sure to really get it, and we’ll talk about it I’m sure, but Doc was the one who inspired me to write the book and told me to do it. But, I would say, it’s a mix of fun, it was challenging, it was touching. It was everything. And so everything kind of went into the book coming to life.
- That’s great. So the book is “Why I Stand” by Jonathan Isaac. And that was a good tease for us. We’re gonna put Doc out there, so they have to read the book so they know what we’re talking about, right?
- Absolutely.
- Well, Jonathan, the inspiration for doing this podcast really came from my dad’s book that he wrote in the 1970s, and it was called “Believe,” and there’s copy of it right right up there. And in it, he expressed his belief system. And as a business leader, he spent a lot of time talking about what he believed, and what we wanted to explore with this podcast was meeting wonderful people who will challenge all of our listeners to think about what they believe. And they’ll think a little bit about how they feel about things. And so we posed the question as we did earlier, but you, in your life experience, the things that people may know about you is really kinda the end of the story. What I loved about the book, is you told the whole story. Starting in New York, as a kid, moving to Florida, finding your way through tough school situations, finding your way to good coaching in the basketball arena, talk a little bit about some of the earlier years where our listeners can get an idea who is Jonathan Isaac.
- Yeah. I like that question, and one of the things that I really love about the book is, most people know me for these different stance. Take it, the bubble, take it, the vaccine, all these different things, but the story is what really brings it to life, and all of these moments of individual stands, they only happen because of the journey that I’ve been through. And so in order for a book to really talk about why did I stand, I have to take you back to the beginning because all of that matters. And so I grew up in Bronx, New York, as you know, ’cause you read the book. I grew up in Bronx, New York with four brothers and one sister, my mom and my dad. My dad was a hardworking, like, just spirit filled guy, always had us in church, made us memorize whole Psalms and just always church, church, church, church, church. My mom worked all the time to make sure that we were taken care of. But then my parents split up when I was 10 years old. And so I moved from Bronx, New York to Naples, Florida. And in the Bronx, everything was normal. We didn’t think that anything was off, we didn’t think that we were poor, we didn’t think that anything was wrong because everyone around us was the same way. Everyone looked the same, everyone acted the same. I got along with friends by horse playing and messing around, and that’s how you made friends. And so I moved to Naples, Florida, and I’m in this completely different culture, I’m around a completely different set of people, I don’t have my father, my mom is working even more now than she did in New York to provide for us. And so I’m kind of left to myself to figure out how to walk through these circumstances. And I try my best, detailed in the book, to make friends and get acclimated to the new culture, but I really struggled. And during those early months and years of being in Naples, Florida, I really began to get a sense of self consciousness where I was like, I see myself in a different way and people see me in a different way than I saw myself. And I developed anxiety and I developed fear around being rejected and people not liking me. And detailed in the book, my nickname early on to getting to Naples was Ethiopia because I was so skinny and obviously dark skinned. And so it was just a lot of struggles, and it was hard for me to find out who I was, find my identity or have any real grounding in anything special about myself. I didn’t see any value in me until I found basketball. So I find basketball. It was something that I played when I was younger in New York, but not something that I did on a team or anything like that. And so I got on a team when I got to Naples. And as I began to become a better basketball player, now the friends started to come, the girls started to like me because I was becoming this basketball phenom, and that’s when I started to define all of my identity, all of my worth and all of my value based on what I could do on the basketball court, but that same anxiety and fear still lingered in the background because I didn’t wanna lose anything that I had gained through the game. And so that kind of pushes us towards getting to Florida State, and ultimately the league.
- Wow, thank you for that. That’s great for all of our listeners to have that. And there’s a thing in there I wanna ask you to expand a little bit more on. This idea that you had of doubt and that anxiety that led there. But before we explore that, help us understand what it’s like when you’re a phenomenon like you, when all of a sudden you have a level of visibility that very few of us can ever even come close to imagining, and you’ve gotta deal with that while you have this doubt thing. Help us understand a little bit of that journey from a good basketball player in high school, through the academy, get into Florida State, and then to the league, and how that happens. Just the level of visibility, the followers that you have on social or things like that nature.
- Well, it was just tough because, one, you have moving from Bronx to Naples, Florida, everything is just new, and so I don’t know anything about college basketball, I don’t know anything about the recruiting system. I’m just kind of thrown into this thing. So I developed a bit in the background of playing on AAU teams, and then now they’re saying, you’re gonna go to a top college. And I’m like, what? I don’t know what that is. But again, like to your point about struggling in the background with, I don’t know if I belong, I don’t know if I’m capable of really doing this thing, I don’t wanna lose the people who have come alongside me because of basketball. It is almost like, I had an understanding in myself that the only reason why people are here, the only reason why people like me, the only reason why people wanna know anything about me is because of the basketball player that I am, not because of who I am. And so I knew that for myself, and so I was like, I have to be great. If I’m not great, if I mess up, if I miss a shot, then everything that I’ve worked so hard for is gonna be gone. And you can obviously see what battle that would be, because everybody misses shots, everybody has bad games, but when you don’t have a grounding in who you are, and you think that your entire identity is wrapped up in the player that you are, it becomes a mind game and struggling, you know, ups and downs and all that. And so I kind of go through this road of high school, college, struggling with these ups and downs. And it’s also detailed in the book, when I was at Florida State, they put me on anxiety medication because I had a few episodes of having anxiety attacks for the first time in my life. I didn’t even know what they were. But at the same time, being this top prospect athlete. And so I’m the highest recruited player to go to Florida State, everybody’s singing my praises, you’re gonna be the guy that leads us to the championship, to the tournament, and I’m just like, I can’t do it. I can’t do it. And so struggling behind the scenes, I have my one year at Florida State, and next thing you know, again, I’m ascending to the next level of going to the NBA, having all of that attention, having everyone saying, this is gonna be the guy that turns, that helps turn the magic around, and still struggling with that anxiety and fear behind the scenes of not being enough.
- You know, I think that’s so important, and I’m so grateful, again, why you wrote the book and why you’re sharing it, because we all have those moments of doubt, we all have those moments of fear, and that fear of rejection. But you’ve had to navigate it at a level of pressure that the rest of us can’t imagine, because of the visibility and the expectations that get piled on you from the outside in. And as you navigated that, you talk about one of your first coach from Florida State, Coach Gates, that seemed to… I’ve never met him, but seemed, by the way you tell the story, he cared about you. Is that accurate? Talk about that relationship a little bit.
- Absolutely. And this was… It was like the onset of turning the tide a bit, because this was the first time that… And going into the relationship, I had my walls up the way I did with everybody because no one could really love me or like me for who I was, it was just the game. And so when I get introduced to this coach, he’s the coach of Florida State, I’m like, I’m nervous, of course, ’cause I have to work out in front of him, but then he just takes to me, and he starts talking about, he sees me being top five in my class. And I’m like, you have no idea, there’s no way that’s gonna be possible. But it wasn’t just the basketball stuff. He invested in me, and he did that, and how he went about trying to reconnect me with my dad. And so behind my back, he sends a letter to my dad introducing himself as my coach. And he asked me about who I wanted to be in the green room with me when I get drafted. Again, something I’m like, what are you talking about I’m gonna get drafted? But he just believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself, and he made it not about basketball. He made it about, I wanna know who this young kid, Jonathan Isaac is. I see greatness in him, I see potential in him, and I want to help that to come out. And so me and him are still great friends to this day. I’m the godfather to one of his sons. And so, we have a great relationship.
- Again, that story, I think that was really important and was a first step of maybe, did he help defray some of that pressure then, and then he kind of pulls things away. And then the one thing you mentioned, he reconnected you with your dad and he helped you dream a little bit about, who do you want with you at that table in the green room? Is that a good part of helping you deal with that pressure?
- Yeah, I think you phrased it perfectly. He was that initial, like, sounding board that I had lost when I didn’t have my dad in my life anymore. And so it wasn’t that I was going through all of this alone. It was like, once I was ready to open up to Coach Gates, I could. I had somebody there that cared about me and wasn’t just gonna say, well, you just need to play better, and you just needed this, and you just needed that. It was like, okay, I I’m validating your feelings, I understand what you’re going through, and he started to encourage me that I could do this. And so he was just great. He was integral to me being where I am today, but definitely that first sounding board for me to be able to start to voice my feelings and anxieties and all of that.
- Right, right. And that’s such an important part of your journey. There’s another piece of your journey, and maybe I won’t, I may not say it right, but I’m gonna ask you to make sure you articulate it well. As you go to Florida State, you talked about your dad and going to church and that rock in that foundation, and kind of doing the Florida State years, you talk about how maybe you drifted a little bit.
- Yeah.
- And that you tell a story of going to a church there and the pastor had a problem, and that set you back a little bit. And then that next time, when you went to a chapel service when you were in the NBA and how you started your faith journey. Tell us a little bit more about that transition for you.
- Yeah, so growing up, I always had an understanding of like, we reverence God. You try your best to do the right thing. My dad was big on integrity and character and doing things honestly in the right way, and there’s that story about me getting punished for not doing things the right way. But, yeah, I had those seeds instilled in me from a young age, but at the same time, the world is something to contend with as well. I wanted to experience everything that the world had to offer. And so when I had this image in my head of me becoming this basketball player and people singing my praises, it’s like, I wanna experience what that life is like, what the college life is like, what the NBA life is like. And so I did just that. I went out and I experienced it. And I had that moment at Florida State where, because I wasn’t mature in my faith at all, again, I just saw Christ and a relationship with God as something that was traditional, just an understanding to have, but not something where you actually are walking through life with Christ. And so when I experienced that moment at Florida State where the pastor had that issue and everything came out, I was like, man, I’m done. It was my excuse to kind of just continue to go in the direction that I was going in. But then I get to the Magic, and I go to the chapel service, and the chaplain quotes, Luke 6:46. And he says, “Why do you call me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do what I say?” And I’m like, man, that’s me. In times that are tough, I have a couple bad games, I’ll pray because I still remember those things, I’ll listen to some gospel music until I get back to where I need to be, and then I’ll get rid of all that stuff. And so for some reason, the verse really resonated with me. And I started to say, you know what, if somebody was to ask me if I was a Christian, I would say I was, but I wasn’t, I didn’t care at all, what Christ had to say about my life or living or anything like that. And so that was the start of me saying, you know what, I wanna figure this thing out. I’m gonna find out if this Christianity thing is real. And if it’s not, then I can just drop the whole Christian label altogether. But if it is, I’m gonna go in. And so I started to do all the Christian apologetics and watching videos and Frank Turek and John Lennox and Ravi Zacharias and William Lane Craig, all these different guys. I start pouring over it and learning about these different arguments, the Kalam cosmological argument, the moral argument, all these different stuff, and it kind of got me to the door of like, you know what, I can see how God could be actually real, not a story, not a tradition, but actually real. And then once I meet Doc, that’s like me falling over the cliff of faith. And so… We can get to that story a little bit as well.
- Yeah. You know, when you talk about that verse, that’s you, but that’s me, and that’s… I’m sure everyone who’s listening, we’d all look at ourselves and go, if we do have faith, wherever people are in their faith journey, and they start to raise those questions as if, well, if this is what I say I believe, is this really what I’m doing? And I think the way you articulated it and the way you use that as an example for not only raising the question, but the work you did to answer the question. You talk about it kind of in passing that, you know, I read this and I did that. That’s a lot of work.
- It was. It was. I was staying up late watching YouTube. I actually, I even signed up for a class. So there’s an online Bible college Christian apologetics college called Biola University, and I literally paid the money, signed up for the class, and was listening to these lectures on Christian apologetics. So I really was in. I was like, you know what… And the whole time, I’m asking like, God, reveal yourself to me. Because, again, I had seen things, I had experienced things in being a youth group when I was younger, and I’m like, I know that people say he’s real, but I wanna know for myself. And so I did go on my little Christian apologetics journey.
- Well, that’s a hugely important aspect. And, again, when you share things, you make me think about it. And I know when you share here in your book, you make your readers think about it. And here on this audience or on this podcast, you help our audience to think about, what do we believe? That’s the whole idea of this podcast, was to help people take a step, maybe take a step back like that question, brushed you back a little bit to make you think, what do I believe? But then I hope do some work to establish that like you’ve done.
- Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
- Yeah. So that’s… Again, we’ll continue on the journey. You introduced us to Doc, and this chance meeting, which probably wasn’t by chance, but this chance meeting that God had in store for you and how he, in addition to Coach Gates, how he developed a relationship with you that was so helpful, because he too cared about you and your relationship with Christ.
- Yes, and so… And there were many more people along the way before that. Ron was huge in believing in me and investing in me, all these different people who invested in me along with Coach Gates.
- Yes, yes.
- But Doc was the first person to really bring it home in terms of pushing me towards a relationship with Christ and helping me to understand what the love of Christ was really like. And the story with Doc, I’m not gonna give it all because it is long, and I want you to read the book. So the backstory, I’m in Orlando, I’m living my life, I’m doing my thing. I already had this encounter in chapel service, and so behind the scenes, I’m reading, but I’m still doing my thing, I’m still living my life. And I get injured with the Magic. I hurt my ankle. And so I’m on the sidelines, and I’m on the elevator one day and this guy stops me, and he says, I can tell you how to be great. And I’m like, what? Okay, tell me. You have to know Jesus. And I’m like, man, I’m a Christian, I know Jesus, but I wasn’t living that way. And from that point on, my life just gets flipped upside down and there’s this story of just God connecting the dots and ordering footsteps and these random coincidences of meeting him all over the place, and I’m like, but what it caused me to do was take a step back and say, who is this god? Like, this guy wants me. Like, he wants to be in relationship with me. And there I have that moment where I kneel down on the side of my bed for the first time at the apartment that I had been in Orlando, and I’m saying to myself, God, you care about me. You care about me. And for me that was profound because of the way that I grew up. It was learning about the love of Christ was like me being able to breathe for the first time. Where it was like, he loves me not for what I can do on the basketball court, not if I make a shot, if I miss a shot, he loves me for me, and he wants to be in relationship with me, for me. And so I was like, man. And Doc was somebody who was able to simulate that to me in the natural by walking beside me and being there for games when I was crying my eyes out and so upset with myself and angry and going through this realm of anxiety and all that stuff, but he was able to ground me in a peace and a joy about being in relationship with Christ and to where I was able to grow into the man that I am today.
- Yeah, yeah. And he also did something for you. He gave you an opportunity to share it by asking you to preach. That was a pretty interesting opportunity pretty early on as a young man and pretty relatively early in your journey.
- Yeah, and so that’s… It’s so profound to me, because again, it flies in the face of everything that I had experienced before. Where it was like, I could tell that it was God ordained, ’cause it’s like, here you have this kid who has struggled with anxiety to a degree that I couldn’t even really put in the book because you it would just be too raw. But, yeah, struggled with all these things behind the scenes, and now he’s developing this relationship with Christ, and God throws him out there and says, it’s time to preach before a church that you’ve been going to for a couple months. Again, understanding the status that I have as an NBA player, I’m rich. Like, I’m gonna go and talk to these congregants about what it is to have relationship with Christ and all these different things. I’m terrified, and then on top of it, he says, you should also pray about inviting your teammates. And that’s when I’m like, you have lost your mind. But I did it. I did it. And it was the first moment of me looking fear in the face and saying, I’m not gonna let you win. And I was trusting God in that moment to say, I can beat this fear, I can overcome this hurdle because God is with me, and that was the first time of Jonathan who was so used to taking a step back and being in the background actually taking a step forward, and it translated in every other place in my life. On the court, with friends, with fam, with all these different things. And all of those moments behind the scenes of building courage had led up to the moment of being able to stand in the bubble because I had those little moments behind the scenes.
- Right, right. And those build you up and they give you these opportunities and give you a chance to grow closer to God and to say, okay, maybe I can’t do this, but, God, you can do it with me. So you step forward in faith and do it. You mentioned your teammates. Talk about that a little bit. Talk about the relationship as you become more and more of who you are, and you’re in an environment now, and trying to think through how to express that. Like, we asked the main question, how do you use your platform… And it’s not just as a basketball player. It would be a business leader or a school teacher, or whatever any of our listeners do, we all have things we do in life, and how do we stay who we are even in those environments? So talk about how that relationship with your teammates was after you invited them, and as you became stronger and stronger in your faith.
- I would say, what I didn’t do was go to them and say, you’re a bunch of sinners and you need Jesus,
- Good call. Good call there.
- Good call, absolutely. But it was tough for me because, one thing for me as an individual, I was again, so used to wanting to fit in, wanting everybody to like me, not wanting to make anybody, not wanting to step on any eggshells. I wanted to always fit in and be peaceful. And so now I have this revolution in my life where I’m like, you know what, I want God to be first in my life. I wanna care about what God thinks, and at the end of the day, let that be the most important thing to me. And so you have these people who I went out to the club with, they saw me drink, they saw me do all these things, and now I’m making a complete 180 and I’m saying to them, well, do you want to come to church and hear me preach? And they’re like, what? What in the world? Hear you preach? No. But then it was just about navigating those spaces of like, how do I, as this person who’s growing up in this faith, show my faith and live out my faith. And the thing that I tried my best to do is just that is live it out. I don’t have to be a preacher in the locker room, I don’t have to be somebody beating anybody over their head with a Bible, I just live my life to the best of my ability by the grace of Christ to glorify him. And so that’s what I started to do. I did it on my social media, I did it on the platforms that I have. And what actually started to happen is they grew in respect for me because they saw that it was genuine and that it was real. They saw that I wasn’t trying to demean them or talk down to them, that I felt that I was the same that they were, I just come into a relationship with Christ. And I obviously want that for them, but I wasn’t trying to push it on anybody. And so I just tried my best to walk it out. And I did see that there was a newfound respect that they had for me, that I was willing to willing to go down that road and willing to really believe it, and even leading up to the bubble as well.
- Yeah, and you, again, you go through things quickly, but I think they’re so profound when you say, the first thing I didn’t say was make a judgment call, express judgment on somebody else. You had changed, but you were expressing love. You still loved your teammates. In fact, one of your teammates invited you to that first chapel service, and teammates supported you, and like you said, they respected you when they saw what you were doing. So you developed a relationship with them that remained strong when they saw how strong you were in it. Is that right?
- Yeah, for sure. And it continued to grow into where it is today, but it wasn’t something that was easy. I had to go through my initial hazing phase of them seeing like, oh, who is this Baby Jesus and preaching and all these different things? And I had to go through that, and I had to, you know, it was pressure, it was tough, it was hard, and to a degree to be, to step apart from my teammates, not going to the places that they’re going, not engaging in the conversations that they’re engaging in. And so, it was difficult. It’s definitely wasn’t something that was easy to do.
- And that’s something that all of us have. We all find ourselves in groups of people, and we wanna fit in, we wanna be cool, we wanna… We want to have everybody like us, and so it’s easy to take a step back from our faith. And you serve as a great example for, if you just stay with it, people will respect you, it may make the relationship a little bit different, but you can still have a relationship.
- Absolutely. And I’ve had several conversations with not just teammates, but people around the league. One of the things that I didn’t put in the book is, one of my teammates, one of the ones that were the main person who was calling me Baby Jesus and different things early on was one that came to me and said, you know what, I really need to change my life. And I was able to help walk him through that. And so even when I was receiving it, I wasn’t taking it as, these guys are so mean, these guys are so terrible, all these different things, because I understood where they were coming from, and seeing what I saw. And I also understood where I was and how it was love that drew me to Christ, and it was his love that ultimately helped me to say yes. And so I wanted to show that same love.
- Yeah, yeah. Well, let’s shift a little bit and talk about basketball. Let’s go back. So, you’re this incredible phenomenon, you stand out at Florida State, number six draft pick, you’re in the NBA now, but you’re still putting pressure on yourself every game. And you have an injury here and you are starting to develop and improve, but you’re still having these kind of ups and downs on the court. Walk us through how tough it is and how disciplined and how hard you have to work through those setbacks. Help us understand a little bit of what that’s like, whether it’s an ankle injury or whatever it may be.
- Yeah, it is very difficult. I think the word is just that it’s difficult, especially as a young guy to come into the league and then have to take steps back because of injuries and not being as included with your teammates as you would hope to be. But the thing that I saw for myself is that the more that I was able to grow off the court, meaning like grow spiritually, the more that I grew on the court. And so when I would come back to play year after year, I got better. And it wasn’t just because I was becoming a better basketball player, but I was becoming more confident, I was becoming more courageous, I was becoming more bold, I was trusting God more in the gift that he’s given me to play basketball, where I just saw myself in a different light, and it’s something that’s continued to grow and continue to change. But it just… The NBA is difficult on its own, and then having to walk through anxiety and fear and all those different things makes it that much harder, but I’m just so grateful that I had the people in my life that I have. Doc, my wife now, my church family, my family, who were able to walk me through the ups and downs of those early years and still see greatness in me even when I didn’t see them myself.
- Yeah, yeah. Recently in Grand Rapids, we had an event, and Venus Williams was there and shared some of her story. And I had a chance, to a different Amway event, to talk to her sister, Serena, and the level of commitment and dedication and hard work to stay on your game. And we may think, or many in the audience may think, well, I just started in the NBA, yeah. Well, no, it goes back way before that. There’s a lot of hours in the gym, there’s a lot of hours for them in the tennis court, and it seems like their theme was similar to yours of confidence, but doubt, success, and then a setback, and that’s life, isn’t it? Isn’t that for all of us?
- Just while you were saying that, my rebuttal immediately was gonna be, it’s the same thing for all of us. And so there is no perfect story or cookie cutter, and that’s what I do love about the book, because I could have easily come out and said, I’m just this courageous bull guy who said, I’m gonna stand up for what I believe in and to heck with anybody else, but that wouldn’t be real. It wouldn’t be a real story. There are people who I needed in my life to be able to be who I am today, and there are things that I had to go through for me to develop in the way that I did. And so there were ups, there were downs, there were great successes and setbacks and failures on my own part, but that makes a real story, it makes things that people can identify with.
- Right, right. That’s… ‘Cause you’re… You’re Jonathan, you’re not just a basketball player. And for all of us, whatever we’re doing, we’re who God made us to be in the first place, and that’s where we start. Let’s continue on with basketball and really, kind of your, the first knee injury. I remember watching the game and just sitting there go, oh, no. To watch that game when you were injured first, and then your rehab, and then getting back, but that’s inside the bubble. Talk us through that period of time with that injury, that time with COVID, and then kind of finding your way into the bubble and to saying, hey, I can get back on the court.
- Yeah, so it was just… It was just an accident. I stepped on a guy’s foot and my knee kind of tweaked a bit, but, yeah, it just sucked. It was the turn of the new year, I’m in my third season, I’m having my best season so far, I’m up in every single category that I could possibly be up in on the court. And we’re playing well. We’re having a decent year so far, looking at making the playoffs again and everything like that. And so, it just sucked. It sucked. I got hurt, I went down, but COVID kind of set things back to where there was this large gap in between the playoffs, and so there was that little bit of hope in back of my head like, you know what, if I really grind right now, I could be ready to come back. And so that’s just what we did. We put this plan together. At the end of the day, it was my call if I wanted to go or not. We attacked this thing, we work really hard and they say, what do you wanna do? And I say, I wanna play. And so we make it into the bubble. And the craziness is already everywhere with COVID and all of the precautions and testing and all of those different things that are going on, the talk of a vaccine coming, and then we get to the bubble.
- Yeah, you get to the bubble, but bubble’s hard, isn’t it? I mean, just being in that environment with everything, that was… I remember hearing from you and others that that was a tough period of time just being in there.
- It was, it was. And just like you said, just being there, were kind of locked away. We couldn’t leave. The NBA tried their best to kind of have things on campus to where we could enjoy ourselves as well. But at the end of the day, you were just going back to a kind of regular hotel room day after day after day. And I know for a lot of guys that it became frustrating and monotonous, and yeah.
- Yeah, that was a tough time. But on the other side, for those of us who were able to watch it, at least gave us hope for the future that life was gonna return to normal. But in the bubble, there were some other things happening in our country, and that’s… Take a little time to walk us through the title of the book, “Why I Stand.”
- Yeah.
- And because it’s, as we’ve been talking, it wasn’t just this act, it was everything about who you are that brought us here, but help us see how that came together in your mind. You articulate it well here, but for our audience, please help us understand that.
- Yeah, absolutely. And so, it’s around the time that the bubble is coming to place. George Floyd… The tragic George Floyd incident that was obviously wrong, obviously terrible happens. And my first thought to myself is, what is gonna be the right way to respond in this moment, not as Jonathan Isaac, but as a Christian? What would be the right way to respond in this moment in a way that would bring real change? And so the world erupts, everyone is upset and angry, and rightfully so, they saw what had happened, and then you just, you obviously get into the politicization of it all, and the craziness of it all, and about sides, and who’s right and who’s wrong, and then we get to the bubble. And we we’re in the bubble, and there’s talk about the players kneeling for the national anthem and wearing a Black Lives Matter t‑shirt. And the day before our game, that was gonna be played the next day, the day before that, the team and the organization pulls us all together and says, we support you guys in what you wanna do, talk amongst yourselves and figure it out. And so they all leave the room and it’s just a team, and everybody’s saying the same thing. We don’t have a choice. A team had already kneeled the day before, and it was like, we can’t be the only team not to kneel. This is a no-brainer, there’s no conversation to be had here, we have to kneel, partly because of the pressure of the moment, and then just wanting to advocate for what was going on. And so one of my teammates turns to me and says, well, Jonathan, what are you gonna do? And I always think it’s funny every time I think about it, ’cause I’m like, why did he ask me? But probably because he knew me. And I said to them, I said, fellas, I’m not gonna kneel and I’m not gonna wear that t‑shirt, and the room just erupts. Oh my gosh, what are we gonna do? It’s gonna be crazy. But for me, I couldn’t… Looking at what was going on, I knew that the world needed healing, not more division, not more anger, not more resentment, not more bitterness. It needed healing, and to me, what I’ve experienced in my life, racism and all of the many things that plague the hearts of men are heart issues, and those things are not gonna change by a movement, they’re not gonna change by an organization, a political party, a president, they’re gonna change by the gospel, helping us to see each other in the way that we should see each other, and to see God in the way that we should see God. And so I knew that love was gonna be the thing that was gonna be the answer, because the love goes across aisle, love loves in spite of wrongdoing and in spite of sin. But again, once you have a moment like that, everybody just retreats to their sides and everybody’s tribal and says, this is what we want. And so I said to myself, I can’t think of a better antidote for this moment other than the gospel. And so with as much pressure that there was to kind of conform to what everybody was doing, I said, I see your solution, I hear your heartfelt desire for equality and all these different things, and your solution is we’re gonna kneel for the national anthem and wear this t‑shirt, and I’m saying, that’s not my solution. I agree with you that Black Lives Matter, absolutely, but I don’t agree with this organization, I don’t agree with the things that are going on, I wanna share my own message. And my own message is that we all fall short of God’s glory, we’re all in need of his grace, and if anyone are throwing… If one of us are throwing stones, we’re throwing stones from a glass house, and it’s gonna be loving your neighbor in spite of his sin, in spite of his shortcomings. It doesn’t mean that people don’t, they don’t face the consequences of their actions, but you treat somebody the way that you would wanna be treated. And so if I was caught with the many things that I’ve done as wrong, I would want mercy, and I would want grace, and that’s exactly the way that God handles me. So I wanna handle everybody in that same respect. And one of the things that really got my attention and wanting to do it this way was, right before we went into the bubble, my pastor, Dr. Hepburn, who had become my pastor, was preaching a message on, because the riots were going on at that time, the message was on when Jesus was about to be taken away by the Roman guard, and how Peter jumps to defend him and says, cuts off the guy’s ear and Jesus stops him. He says, you know, if you live by the sword, you’ll die by the sword. And what that kind of made alive to me was, if we are not willing to reach our hand across the aisle, and Jesus does reach his hand and heals the guy’s ear, the guy who’s gonna get him captured and crucified, we’re only going to perpetuate the fight that has been going on forever. People are gonna continue to sin, people are gonna continue to fight, white, Black, all the difference, but it’s gonna be the people who are willing to say, you know what, I know that was wrong, but I love you, and I’m gonna choose to treat you the way that I would wanna be treated, and then we’ll see real change. And so I said, you know what, that’s the message that I wanna spread. And the night before I was on the phone with Doc, and I was like, yo, you don’t understand how big this is gonna be. I’m gonna be a coon, I’m gonna be an Uncle Tom, people are gonna make this all about the flag, all the different things that could have went about it. I hadn’t signed my contract yet, so I was up for a contract extension that summer. People were getting canceled left and right for different things, and I was like, I don’t know if that’s gonna happen to me, but he said to me, you cannot stand for God and God not stand for you. And I said, okay, I’m gonna do it. And the next day I decided to stand and the world erupted because of it. But I believed in what I was standing for, and I knew that it wasn’t about me, I knew that it wasn’t about making me famous or popular, I wanted to, you know, the Bible says, that if Jesus be lifted up, he would draw all men to himself, and that was like, man, I just wanna lift up what Christ means to me, what Christ has done for the world, died for our sins and everything like that, and just promote what a relationship with him is like.
- Beautifully said and so important. And the way you phrased it, what’s my response. I wrote that down. What’s the right way to respond from my perspective? And it’s okay for, when things happen, having grace for different responses, from different people, for different reasons, a lot of grace. I get it. But you gave a lot of people who were thinking like you some courage to respond similarly. Other people responded in other ways, and that’s okay too.
- Not to cut you off, I just love…
- Cut me off. You’re better than me.
- I love that you said that because, you know, I have a conversation with my teammates the next day. And so I get called into this team-only meeting and guys were going at me. They were upset about me hijacking the movement or making it about me, but one of the things that I said to them was like, you guys believe in what you were kneeling for, but I believe in what I’m standing for too, and I respected your guys’ decisions to kneel. When we were in that meeting and everybody said, this is what we have to do, I didn’t say you guys are terrible. How could you possibly wanna… Then I said, I respect it. You guys are grown men, you guys are making a decision that you see fit for the times, I only asked for that same respect in return. And exactly to your point, there were so many people who were comfortable with shouting this one solution, and then you have these other people who may have thought like me, who were just like, ah, I don’t know if I wanna say my solution because I know that it’s gonna be shot down. And there was a hope in my heart that if I was able to come out and say what I needed to say, that it would encourage and inspire the people who do believe like me, to say, you know what, I’m gonna share my solution too, and I’m gonna respect other people’s solution. I told those guys, look, I’m not protesting your protest. It wasn’t about you guys, it was about you guys are making this movement or this protest because of what you guys believe, and I’m doing the same thing because of what I believe. And so to see people’s responses to the book about how I encourage they are, and inspire they are to stand, I’m like, yes to stand.
- And that’s the key because respecting each other and encouraging for, if that’s what you believe, okay, that’s what you believe. Again, the whole idea behind this show. And I spend time in Philadelphia at the National Constitution Center. I’m involved there. And certainly people, as we talk about our country and constitutional issues, have different political views, very strongly held views, but we all find a way to respect each other. And if somebody takes a stand, they don’t tell me mine is wrong. And if I take a stand, I don’t tell somebody else theirs is wrong. We can talk about it. And you demonstrated, at such a time of division, this bridge, if you will, this ability to have the conversation where somebody say, hey, I feel validated ’cause I kind of feel like that, and others would feel like your teammates in other ways, and that’s okay, isn’t it?
- Yeah, absolutely. It’s okay to believe what you believe, at the end of the day. And I mean, because so many people are okay with believing what they believe, and so to have the courage to stand up for what you believe in, I believe that it’s American. I think it’s part of what this country was built on. But, yeah, you know, people are gonna disagree, and it’s okay to disagree, but because of just how crazy this world has become and because everything has become this moral argument that, oh, if you did not kneel and you did not put on that t‑shirt, you’re immediately racist, you’re immediately for the other side, even if you’re black. And that was one of the things that kind of struck me as, okay, something isn’t right here to where this is the only way that they see, the only possible way that they see to support Black Lives is to profess your allegiance to this Black Lives Matter movement, in an organization where I’ve seen my life in many other lives counted for because of the gospel and because of the saving grace of Jesus Christ. And so… So, yeah, so I just didn’t agree. And I was comfortable enough because of these things that I have gone through in the past where I had to stand up and live out this relationship with Christ. I’m like, I’m comfortable with saying what I feel, and, again, doing it in a way that I wanna win the other side. And people say, you know, part of it is like, but Jesus loved everybody. And it’s like, absolutely. We should absolutely love everybody, but at the same time, Jesus definitely still said, the kingdom of God is near repent. And so it’s like the balance between loving everybody, meaning like, do we agree with everything that everybody else is doing? No. I personally disagree with that. I personally disagreed with the way that people were going about that movement, but at the same time, I respected their decision to do so. And in that, was able to share what I feel as well.
- Beautifully said, and very important for all of us as we think of the things we believe to respect others when they have their beliefs as well. And not that you ever shirk down or that you don’t try to convince them, or have the conversation, or reach out and love to share what you’re thinking and to learn what they’re thinking. A lot of times, I thought I was right. And guess what? I’m not right that much. When I talk to people and I listen, I go, ah, that’s a pretty good argument. Okay. I may or may not accept it, but at least I learned something. I’ve learned something about something that I didn’t know about, and so I find out I’m wrong a lot. And it’s not my wife that’s telling me that all the time, it’s a few other people too.
- That was awesome. I’m about the same. My wife keeps me honest. My wife, I’m wrong quite a bit, but…
- Jonathan, just a couple other things here. You’ve been so gracious with your time. You kind of end the book with your stance, again, on making a decision about your belief on the whole COVID thing, with vaccinations and not, and again, an incredibly controversial thing. And, again, without trying to dig in too deep, again, just another example, but another example where taking your stand, and many others have taken different positions on this thing as well, you do it in a way that respects others, but that garners respect for your position as well. Even though people tried to portray you differently, you still stood up strong in that discussion as well.
- Yes, sir. And people are gonna do that regardless of whatever you do. You could lay it out as plainly as you want to, but people are gonna take it and run with it in the way that they see fit. But, again, the same situation with the vaccine where it was like, I don’t feel that this thing is right for me. And in this moment, I wanna stand up for the people who are losing their jobs, the people who are having their religious and medical exemptions denied over COVID. And so, yeah, I just decided to do that as well, then I had the platform to be able to do it because I’m in the NBA, because there was that press conference that kind of went viral. But, yeah, yeah.
- Yeah, exactly. And my… This kind of maybe brings me to some closing thoughts. So you have a record now of standing for what you believe and doing it in a way that’s respecting others. Tell us about the future for Jonathan Isaac. How do you see your future? You are building on this, and you’re recently married. Little less than a year now, if I recall, that you’re married, you’re creating a new life for you and your wife, and so happy for you. So tell us, what does Jonathan Isaac think about the future? ‘Cause your book stops, but you don’t.
- Right, right. The way that I feel is that, as the world continues to get darker, which it will, standing up for what you believe in is only going to become more necessary, but also only harder to do. And so what I’m hoping is that, by the book and by having these conversations, is that we can cultivate this inspiration and enthusiasm for people to say, you know what, I’m going to stand up for what I believe in no matter what, and I’m gonna do it in love and respect for everybody else’s position, but, like you said, to garner respect for my position as well. And so I just want to continue to do that. There’s been talks about the book being turned into a movie, and so I’m excited about that. It looks like it’s gonna happen. And so, I may add actor to the list. I don’t know.
- There you go.
- But, yeah, it’s like the more that I have leaned into God having a purpose for my life, the bigger that it’s gotten in my eyes, and it’s, to some degree, overwhelming about where I could see him taking me or this thing going, but I just try my best to kind of just walk through it humbly and figure it out as I go along. But, again, I have such great people in my life that are mentoring me and guiding me. Dr. Hepburn is still right by my side, my wife, my family, and my church family as well. And so, yeah, so I’m gonna just keep it going. I wanna be an advocate for people who have struggled with anxiety, depression, and fear, and let them know that you can defeat those things through a relationship with Christ and really encountering what unconditional love is really like. Yeah.
- Well, that’s wonderful, and you have continued to demonstrate that with your activities in the community. And, you know, so many ways, you… By your example, you’re an inspiration, but you also an example that, if I can put the words in your mouth, to say, hey, if I can do it, you can do it too.
- Oh my gosh.
- Are you telling us that?
- And that’s why I say people have to read the stories because so many people, and I always stop them, so many people look at me today and say, oh my gosh, you’re so articulate, and you’re so this, and you’re so that, and I’m like, lady, you have no idea about… You know, which is where I come from and what I’ve experienced. And I don’t say it in a rude way, but I just, I want them to see that the only reason that I’m here, the only reason that I’m doing anything that I’m doing is because I’ve not only found a relationship with Christ, but that I’ve given myself to it and I’ve tried my best to do it not perfectly at all. I’ve tried my best to give myself to my relationship with Christ. And I’ve grown. I’ve grown as a man. And, you know, what I want people to walk away from the book is saying, how the heck could this guy who struggle with all these different things be the only one to stand in this moment? It has to be because not only his relationship with Christ is real, but because Jesus is real, and ultimately point them to having a relationship with Christ. And so, yeah. So, you know, nothing without the grace of God, and the only reason why I’m here is because he is no persons. And if he could do this for me, then he could absolutely do it for anybody. And to also just continue to push on the truth that you cannot stand for God and God not stand for you. The only reason the book is here, the only reason that it could be a possible movie is because I didn’t stand for myself, I didn’t stand for my own logic and my own reasoning, I stood because I believe that Jesus Christ is the answer.
- Well, that pretty well sums it up, my friend. And that’s beautifully said, beautifully stated, and beautifully lived in so many ways. So thank you, Jonathan. Thank you so much for taking the time to encourage us, and to not only inspire us, but encourage us to, and I like how you said it. It’s not just your relationship with Christ, it’s Christ himself that you’re pointing to. And so, Jonathan, thank you so much for taking your time to be with us.
- Thank you so much for having me, Doug. I’ve enjoyed this thoroughly.
- All right, fantastic. And to all of our listeners, I trust you’ve enjoyed this thoroughly as well. Jonathan is a wonderful person as you can hear. And if you get a chance to get the book, I’d highly encourage it. You’ll read and learn even more. So thank you for joining us about how people can use their platforms. And remember that we all have platforms to express what we believe and do it in a way that expresses not only what we believe, but the respect and love we have for others. So thanks for joining us on “Believe!” and we’ll look forward to seeing you all next time.